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Aug. 2nd, 2005 10:20 amI have this strange relationship with praying. It always feels wrong to ask for something for myself, because I can instantly think of 10 people who have things much worse. So my prayers wind up sounding like, "Hi Universe, what a day, huh? Wouldn't wanna go through that again. Anyhow, please help Tony with his eyesight, and Nana with her bedsores and the crappy nursing home...and, well, how're you doing? I bet you probably get tired of folks praying and asking you for stuff, huh?"
Today, perfect example. Last night at 1AM, I drove through a giant post-thunderstorm puddle, and my car sputtered and died. Pushing it off the road, calling AAA...it sucked.
But I've got a sense of perspective after reading today's news. Because compared to having an aquarium's giant exhibition tank explode, showering me with glass and SHARKS (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/4737461.stm), my problems seem very petty.
Today, perfect example. Last night at 1AM, I drove through a giant post-thunderstorm puddle, and my car sputtered and died. Pushing it off the road, calling AAA...it sucked.
But I've got a sense of perspective after reading today's news. Because compared to having an aquarium's giant exhibition tank explode, showering me with glass and SHARKS (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/4737461.stm), my problems seem very petty.
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Date: 2005-08-02 02:35 pm (UTC)Yeah, my day is definately going great in perspective.
fuck!
Date: 2005-08-02 02:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-02 03:03 pm (UTC)Glass and sharks. Whoah boy.
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Date: 2005-08-02 03:20 pm (UTC)Hey, I've been hoping you'll drop me an email (he-who-will-not-answer-the-phone)
Whenever I get too self involved, I try to say
"Tsunami"
But glass and sharks are pretty nasty too...
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Date: 2005-08-02 03:26 pm (UTC)That said, go ahead, pray for yourself - why the heck not? Selflessness can get a little out of hand. Be selfish once in a while.
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Date: 2005-08-02 04:28 pm (UTC)in life threatening situations, i'm generally trying to find a way to solve the problem, but if it's not in my hands, generally i'm preparing myself for whatever happens. i stopped really -praying- a while ago... i just sort of accepted that things are going to happen.
existential buddhism.
hm.
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Date: 2005-08-02 04:30 pm (UTC)i wear my heart on my sleeve...
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Date: 2005-08-03 01:26 am (UTC)People who are refexively dismissive of anything involving the word 'trauma' piss me off. Let's see how well *you* do at work after a week straight of nightmares and flashbacks about sharks, Mr. Smarmy Writer.
Bri, you're sweet. Maybe you could work out a quid pro quo arrangement with the gods, do something you think they probably want done every few days and then mention off-handedly that not having any more hospital visits for either you or your dog for a while would be great.
claims...
Date: 2005-08-04 04:49 am (UTC)Stephen in NZ
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Date: 2005-08-05 06:47 pm (UTC)Wow, and I thought I had it bad b/c it was 96 degrees in DC yesterday!