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Oct. 12th, 2005 11:10 pmThis'll be my last post for about a week--tomorrow morning at 5 we're heading to the airport, and from there down to Cabo San Lucas, on the tip of Mexico's Baja Peninsula, for the wedding of D's brother. Which will take place on a golf course. In 90 degree heat. At least they're not NASCAR fans--the wedding would've taken place on a racetrack while the race was going on.
It's strange. It only really hit me a week ago that after all these months of planning and worrying we were, omg it's true, GOING. And going to a place that is like, nineteen degrees above anywhere we'd ever choose on our own, pricewise, luxurywise, everywise, because the phrase "completely out of debt in three years" and the phrase "each room has a built-in jacuzzi" go together like bacon and ice cream. (In fact I'm still not sure it's real--I'm completely ready to get down there and discover that the hotel lost our reservation, and we have to stay at the Motel Seis down the street.) So I've been rushing around like a kid on a sugar high, choosing books to read on the beach, shopping for bubble bath, checking the weather report--clear skies, 90 degrees, oh that CANNOT be right--trying to familiarize myself with the town.
But tonight we had to drop Toby off at the kennel, his first time *ever* in a kennel. Which would've been miserable enough, but because of his medical condition we're lodging him at Angell Memorial, which is also the primary animal hospital in the area, and sitting there with him while a dog with a gunshot wound was led out by a grim-faced Animal Control officer? Not. Fun. Remembering, as I sat there, that most of D's relatives are hardcore Republicans who earn probably ten times what I do? Not. Fun.
Soooo, I'm 5'11" of stress and worry in a 5'9" package*. And all of a sudden all the things about the city that made it seem so alien and exciting--what sort of place actually names their main street "Tourist Corridor"? What kind of place has a club where waiters walk around with big tanks of tequila slung across their backs, squirting patrons in the mouth like Ghostbusters?--now seem *too* alien. If there was some way to just call the whole thing off, oh I so would.
Mind you, by the time most of you read this I'll probably feel completely differently.
(And about 12 hours after *that*, when the lack of sleep, jetlag and tequila hangover hit all at the same time, I'll feel something else, too, and I'm not sure I'll be able to put it into words.)
*When wearing shoes.
It's strange. It only really hit me a week ago that after all these months of planning and worrying we were, omg it's true, GOING. And going to a place that is like, nineteen degrees above anywhere we'd ever choose on our own, pricewise, luxurywise, everywise, because the phrase "completely out of debt in three years" and the phrase "each room has a built-in jacuzzi" go together like bacon and ice cream. (In fact I'm still not sure it's real--I'm completely ready to get down there and discover that the hotel lost our reservation, and we have to stay at the Motel Seis down the street.) So I've been rushing around like a kid on a sugar high, choosing books to read on the beach, shopping for bubble bath, checking the weather report--clear skies, 90 degrees, oh that CANNOT be right--trying to familiarize myself with the town.
But tonight we had to drop Toby off at the kennel, his first time *ever* in a kennel. Which would've been miserable enough, but because of his medical condition we're lodging him at Angell Memorial, which is also the primary animal hospital in the area, and sitting there with him while a dog with a gunshot wound was led out by a grim-faced Animal Control officer? Not. Fun. Remembering, as I sat there, that most of D's relatives are hardcore Republicans who earn probably ten times what I do? Not. Fun.
Soooo, I'm 5'11" of stress and worry in a 5'9" package*. And all of a sudden all the things about the city that made it seem so alien and exciting--what sort of place actually names their main street "Tourist Corridor"? What kind of place has a club where waiters walk around with big tanks of tequila slung across their backs, squirting patrons in the mouth like Ghostbusters?--now seem *too* alien. If there was some way to just call the whole thing off, oh I so would.
Mind you, by the time most of you read this I'll probably feel completely differently.
(And about 12 hours after *that*, when the lack of sleep, jetlag and tequila hangover hit all at the same time, I'll feel something else, too, and I'm not sure I'll be able to put it into words.)
*When wearing shoes.
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Date: 2005-10-13 04:54 am (UTC)Linda
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Date: 2005-10-13 01:44 pm (UTC)Enjoy your bubble bath :)
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Date: 2005-10-13 03:07 pm (UTC)And when you get back I have a wee proposal/favor thing to ask. It seems like something you would enjoy ... if you have the time.
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Date: 2005-10-20 02:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-20 02:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-13 05:28 pm (UTC)... you can get me back for that when you get back. :)
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Date: 2005-10-13 07:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-13 07:46 pm (UTC)Well, have fun, you.
Woo!
Date: 2005-10-13 09:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-13 09:08 pm (UTC)And junk!
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Date: 2005-10-13 10:53 pm (UTC)